What just happened?!

WOW. Somebody just compared me to a famous author ! Wah!!!! I’m not really sure if what just happened inspired me or pressured me. All I know is that it feels really, really good.

I remember some of the comments that I received on my 1st blog. Well yes, they were praising me and stuff but most of the time it was just my mom and some of her friends that she invited to visit my blog so I didn’t feel much fulfillment. Maybe it’s because I know that it’s usually the intuition of parents (most especially the “mom”) to be very supportive of their kids–like saying “Oh my God! You did this? It’s beautiful!” even though you just drew “stick people” beside a tree with a “stick trunk” under a sun with “stick rays”. Am I right or am I right? haha Well you really don’t have a choice because that’s reality and you can’t deny it. Yeah,there’s nothing wrong with it but it’s just more fulfilling when other people praise you and tell you that you’re good.

It also felt really nice because now I can say that I’m “college good” rather than just good enough for high school . You know what I’m saying? Well it’s like this–ever since I started receiving recognitions and stuff , it felt like I had this endless responsibility of proving to everybody that I’m really deserving. I don’t know if it’s just in my head but I really can’t help but push myself. It gets really frustrating and pressuring at some point that I tend to set the bar too high for myself and end up getting really disappointed. I tend to.... Click here to read more