I just want to go to bed :(

Why do I feel like listening is the only thing that I can do right?

Well maybe because when I listen, I give other people the chance to be heard.

I give other people the chance to express what they feel. I don't get to hurt other people's feelings but rather make them feel better.

And it feels good :)

Why do I write though I know that I can't do it any better?

Well maybe because writing gives me the chance to be heard. Writing gives me the chance to express what I feel. I don't get to hurt other people's feelings but rather make myself better. :)

And it feels good :)

I prefer listening than talking. I prefer crying than making someone cry. I prefer feeling miserable than see other people that way. Was it too selfish of me to refuse listening, make someone cry , and make someone feel miserable just because I couldn't bear what I was feeling inside?

It feels bad. It feels terrible. It feels....................

horrible deep inside. :(

Whenever I make mistakes, why do i always feel like I haven't done anything right?

Is it because of my experiences as I grew?

Or is it simply because it's true..??

I haven't done anything right..

I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT.

Why do I always find it hard to be fully understood? Is it my choice of words? Is it just in my head? Or is it simply because I don't deserve to be?

I'm not blaming anyone for what I'm feeling.

and I didn't need anyone to tell me these in order for me realize.

I just wanted to put in writing things that bother me inside to make myself better and finally get some sleep :)

Good night :)